Done

I have tried to keep my spirits up, and to persevere.

I can do wonderful things with a camera, but nobody gives a shit.

I have been told so many things.

Network. Make connections! Reach out. Apply for jobs. Surely, someone, somewhere will see your talent and your worth. Keep at it! Don't quit! Something great will happen!

No, it won't.

I have finally reached that point.

I quit. The words I thought would never cross my lips. I quit. I surrender. I give up.

Whatever the fuck is coming, will come. And I just don't care anymore.